I did not put it together that, incorporated within all those Lutheran Church Sunday mornings, as part of “the service,” Psalm 51:10-12 was a built- in staple.
I, unfamiliar with the whole of Psalm 51, mistakenly assumed that this bit of singing was just a part of the “program,” lumping it in with the morning’s choice of hymns and recited declarations.
I had not “dawned on me” that no, this was actually His living Word.
And it came alive in revelatory power, just months ago, when I made the connection…
“Hey, wait a minute, I used to sing that. I still have it memorized. I was singing Scripture THE ENTIRE TIME?”
(You had to be there).
But “there” was where I landed.
After years, after living from place to place, after a faith walk that has been “complicated,” I arrived there.
And I found treasure. Ta-dah Treasure.
“I rejoice at Your word as one who finds great treasure.”
Psalm 119:162
It connected me to comfort, like, I suppose, was the entire point of Psalms 51.
My heart needed Psalm 51:10-12.
“Create in me a clean heart, O God,
and renew a right spirit within me.
Cast me not away from Your Presence;
take not Your Holy Spirit from me.
Restore to me the joy of Your Salvation,
And uphold me with Your Free Spirit.”
Sung then and there. Recollected, here and now.
“For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.”
Matthew 6:21
I have had other “Rhema Words” before in my life: Mark 5:35-43 and Mark 9:24 being two life-changing examples.
So, what was so special about Psalm 51:10-12?
For me now, at this point in my life, it serves as a bridge.
My past and my now.
It showed up, full force, now, letting me know I am more connected to Him than I realized I was.
That was startling to me.
I thought my Lutheran Church Sunday mornings were mostly a thing of the past.
But no.
Because it wasn’t about a Lutheran Church. It wasn’t about “then.”
It was about now, and how evergreen, how eternal and relevant He, AT HIS WORD, is.
Ta-dah!