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Violation and abuse can often come through money.

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Have you experienced that?

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Have you experienced someone else controlling what you can and cannot do, who you can and cannot be, all through the means of money?

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It is abusive. It is harmful.

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Yes, it IS that bad.

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And The Most High sees what you have gone through.

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He does not minimize any of your pain.

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Turn to Him, asking for healing from it today.

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He wants to heal you and help you.

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(“Money answers all things.”

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Ecclesiastes 10:19)

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Financial Abuse (“Just Violated?” Book Excerpt)

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…Financial abuse is abuse. It is violation. It is violent. And it is possible that it can be a byproduct of rape.

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But it gets a “just” minimization because there is no bruise, no broken arm, no busted lip.

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It is “not that bad.”

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“Just” a budget.

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“Running the household.”

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“The Breadwinner.”

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“Traditional.”

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But my experience? It felt darker and more violent than that.

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I do not think that it was “just” my imagination.

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Violation, in accepted subtlety.

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“Entitled” to do so.

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Controlling and doling out money.

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I am about four years old. I’m wearing striped pants, sitting on my mother’s lap. It was probably Christmas. Each of us are holding crisp one-hundred-dollar bills, pinching them in between our thumbs and forefingers.

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“Showing them off.”

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Smiling for the camera. We look happy.

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We were not.

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He made the money. He controlled the money. We were dependent upon him.

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That was by design.

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Each birthday and Christmas, that was the gift: money. Hundred-dollar bills.

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And then, the “special occasions or needs,” the grocery and the shopping trips. All requiring we go to him, asking… or begging… for money.

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If he was more benevolent that day, it was just the humiliation of having to ask him for money.

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If he was NOT benevolent, then, it was rage. Getting screamed at, told we didn’t need to waste money on “that thing,” and not getting any funds.

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Instead, we received a three-to-four-day stretch of his rage/silent treatment/chaos/abuse.

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What They Taught; What We Learned…

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He, again, taught us that he ruled with fear, cruelty, oppressive rules, and chaos.

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Money was dangerous, as it only came through him.

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He determined that we were at his mercy. He determined that he decided we were unworthy of money. He determined that only he could execute whatever he decided to do with it.

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He was in control. We were not…

Financial Abuse? (“Just Violated?”)